Holding Out-

Recently I’ve had quite a few discussions about dating/marriage/ family and the like. Of course, I think about these types of things often. I just don’t typically blog about them. But I’m breaking out of my meek-little-blog mode and telling it like it is:

I have never dated.

I guess I hadn’t really realized how out of the ordinary that is until recently. (I don’t know if that’s a good type of naivety or bad.) Anyway, before you go painting a holier-than-thou picture in your head about me, I must confess, it’s not that I haven’t wanted to date. No, my perpetual state of singleness has been primarily because I haven’t had the opportunity to date.

While this truth was certainly a source of vexation for me in the past, I have learned to truly appreciate the fact I don’t have a scarred heart. I’m 20, I’m single, and I like it. Is that wrong!? Of course I go through little bouts of discontentedness (who doesn’t?), but in general I enjoy the knowledge that God knows the desires of my heart and I don’t have to bend over backwards to find myself a man!

If there is a man involved in God’s plan for my future, great! I’ll completely embrace it when it comes, but in the meantime I doubt you’ll find me pining-away. Nope! I’ll be out living my life!

Research. . .

I have a HUGE term project for my political science class due all too soon. But the research process has allowed me to stumble on some really thought provoking material. Not only from the realm of politics and litigation, but also in things that are more tangible to everyday living. Here is one video that I thought would be a complete waste of my time. I found it to be intriguing, however, and would recommend it to anyone with a spare hour on their hands.

*HA! As if anyone would admit to having a spare hour to watch a video such as this. But I can pretend I'm not the only one on the planet who watches stuff like this right!?*

Anyway, I hope that someone out there can appreciate it. :)

A post without a point

I often feel like the times when I'm in the bloggiest* of moods. . . I can think of nothing world changing to say. I know this sounds freakishly geeky but I read blogs a lot! I enjoy them. It's fun to see what the rest of the world has to say in a creative and artistic way.

I've found that there are so many amazing women out there who work and/or go to school, have a husband and kids, and STILL manage to decorate their houses, create a photography website, bake delicacies, change people's lives, and BLOG about it all! It almost makes me want to throw in the towel as I doubt I will ever accomplish such feats. . . but then where would I be? Blogless.

And that would be sad to me. There's a certain sense of accomplishment that comes from writing a blog. Just the knowledge that it CAN be read by other people is exciting. So here I write, without a purpose. . . simply for the sake of posting a blog and sending out into the blogosphere with a little piece of my current state of mind.

*Bloggiest: The emotional state of wanting to blog.

Pain

I’ve been thinking quite a lot about pain this week during my many hours of pain induced rest. Pain, whether it’s physical, emotional, or psychological is invisible. No one can look at another in pain and say, “I see your pain has reached the __ degree!” No, pain is singular to the one experiencing it. It can be described but never experienced by another through communication.

In a recent conversation with my mom, she mentioned that pain is obviously an evil: there is no better way to cause a person to only think of them self than to inflict pain. When in a state of pain, one’s heart isn’t willing to take on the burden of another, or even sympathize with another person as a Christian is called to do. The heart and mind are focused inward on the self.

Yet, through Jesus’ pain, suffering, and death I have been set free. Because his pain was selfless I have the ability to escape it. What an awesome Lord.


To this you were called, because Christ suffered for you, leaving you an example that you should follow in his steps. – 1 Peter 2:21

This weekend can top them all

I am so happy to say that two very great things happened this weekend.

The first was the {secret} engagement of my cousin Autumn and boyfriend {turned fiance} Ryan. I have actually known about the upcoming plans for the engagement for a month and have had to perpetually lie to Autumn about it! {To my own dismay (and relief in this case), it turns out that I am truly a convincing fib-teller.}

The second was the {unexpected} engagement of our family friend Kalyn to her {fiance} Jake.

Congratulations!!!

Ch-ch-ch-changes!

Based on how excited I was when I opened my Easter basket, [I think] I'm growing up. :)

Spatulas

Spoons

Paring knife

kitchen timer

measuring spoons

basting brush

grocery list tablet

Also:
Meet my new [used] car Maxine

:-)

Reading this book is similar to stumbling upon a pot of [eternal] gold

Don't Waste Your Life

by: John Piper

"Delighting in God [is] not a mere preference or option in life; it [is] our joyful duty and should be the single passion of our lives."

A Little Inspiration for the Day

I'm not afraid of storms, for I'm learning to sail my ship.
-- Louisa May Alcott

This One's for Aurora

Love in a Cactus
:)

Sneak Peak

I am now a qualified elk whisperer

Cathedral Rock In Sedona, AZ

Angels Baseball in Phoenix, AZ

More to come later! Maybe even a slide show? :)

Goodbye California

. . . Hello Arizona!
I love spring break!

Leave a Candle Burning

It is unbelievable how fast I can come down with a serious case of burn-out when I’m not feeding myself with the daily sustenance that only God can supply. I can quickly reduce to a small piece of smoky ash. Similar to a match, I’ll be on fire for just seconds before I have nothing left to give.

The flame of my life is so much brighter, more fulfilling, and it even smells good when I remain connected to the source of eternal nourishment.

Just today's food for thought. =)